Never Thought I Would Write...

Expressions!! people say are important to give accountability, to everything tht surrounds ones atmosphere. Love,Hate,Furstration,Happiness,Worries. But, the difficulty lies in, who do i share these expressions with, how do i come to know the validty of my own expressions, would sharing them be a correct desicion and can i entrust someone with them.
Not that i have never written, living a life alone at diffrent places meeting diffrent people i guess i developed the habit of reading, and when i thought no author was complex enough i aslo started writting(Wish i had started this very early in my life, i would have developed some more intrest in studies).
The good thing is that i did not develop this habbit out of constantcy and despair, since i had to steal time out of my daily schedule. But somewhat bad thing tht happened was, that since always, i had this Very lazy thing ( Yes "thing" - since ve never been able to define it) about me that stopped me from pursuing it seriuosly, So i wrote it on A word Document, It idled around my laptop, then suddenly one fine day i delete it, Just like that, Probably tht THING stuck me, and this then became a routine. Its been almost an year now and many word documents have gone to trash. Good i didnt use ink n paper, atleast i didnt waste some usefull global asset.
Life my friends gives us numerous opportunities to make a diffrence, a contribution in some form or the other, and the beauty is that However late we realise this in our lifetime, We still can start making contrbutions.
There are two reasons to why i write ....
One definately is the reason to express my own opinions to every one irrespective of knowing that person (Thankyou Blogs)
And secondly To live in a Hope that at sometime and at some point what i write makes a diffrence to someone( Every writes HOPE i guess)
But dont u think so that having sucha common aspiratition from your own writings can create a diffrence, A little Less or a little More diffrence is indifferent in this case.
My Greed is to write and express myself,To find a reason in every small thing i observe to the larger things that every one else observes, to be willing to express myself truly, openly and in an unbaised way, take on the criticism from the unkown world, becasue its not only for me that i write.
May be one day my own few thoughts written to the unknow may help be become a stronger and wiser person.
Thats why i want to write and writting is what i am going to do....